I use my summers to devour books. I hardly have any time to read during the school year which makes me really sad, so I don’t waste any time during the three months I have to cross some books off my “To Read” list. Which explains why I’ve read 17 books in the past month and a half I’ve been home. For those of you who would also identify as a dorky bibliophile, this list is for you. Let me know if you agree/disagree with my ratings and feel free to give me any book suggestions for the rest of the summer!
Note: I tend to be pretty generous with my ratings, so here’s a Kelly rating decoder.
1 star – I somehow made it through this book (possibly by force) and hated every page
2 stars – This book was extremely painful to get through and I probably debated quitting it partway through and thought “Maybe it will get better” (hint: it didn’t)
3 stars – Reading this was a rollar coaster ride – a pretty rocky one that whips you around and you’re sore for the next few days but it was kind of fun type of deal. You kind of wish you didn’t ride it but once you got off you convinced yourself it was better than it was so it seems like it was worth your trouble.
4 stars – A quality read but I was probably bored at some parts or there was a character I couldn’t stand
5 stars – THIS BOOK WAS AMAZING AND I ALMOST REREAD IT AS SOON AS I WAS DONE.
Note #2: This is so long. I’m very sorry. In the future I will probably just do one or two book reviews per post but things just got out of control and here we are. Please don’t hate me.
17 – My Age of Anxiety: Fear, Hope, Dread, and the Search for Peace of Mind – Scott Stossel
Scott Stossel is a very smart, eloquent man. He also deals with very severe anxiety and this book is a written account of his anxiety – his primary fear of vomiting, his various therapies and therapists, a wide range of medication he has taken, and various other phobias and facts. I thought this book would be mostly a personal account, which in parts it was, but primarily it is a very researched work about the history of anxiety and how therapists and drug companies have evolved to try and treat it. He goes into a lot of detail and does a very good job explaining everything, but I wasn’t very interested in that aspect. This made the book pretty dry for me and a little tough to get through. Also be prepared for lots and lots of footnotes. I would recommend this book if you are really into doing some deep research on mental health, but if you aren’t looking for a bunch of definitions and backstories to various drugs, I would find something else.
My rating on Goodreads – 2 stars
16 – This Star Won’t Go Out: The Life and Words of Esther Grace Earl – Esther Earl
I wanted to like this book. I should’ve liked this book. Esther is a 16 year old girl who battled cancer and lost. She is what inspired John Green’s “The Fault in Our Stars.” I expected a lot from this book because of that. Esther is charming – she was well loved and it was clear how much she loved her family and friends. But this book was not what I expected, in the worst way. Things this book contained: a lot of notes and cards Esther wrote to her parents telling them she loved them and that she was sorry she had cancer, various chat room conversations Esther had with her internet friends with lots of nerdy references to Doctor Who and Harry Potter, and personal recounts, hospital updates, and memories from various friends and family of Esther’s. This book is probably comforting to people who knew her but for an outsider with no personal connection to her it felt intrusive. And honestly, reading the instant messages between Esther and her friends was incredibly painful – it was like I logged on to AIM and had to reread my own weird conversations for 50 pages. I’m glad her parents carried out her dying wish and we able to publish this for her, but this book just wasn’t for me.
My Rating on Goodreads – 3 stars
15 – The Girl With the Dragon Tattoo – Stieg Larsson
I had seen this book in stores everywhere for a few years now and saw it had been made into a movie but honestly knew very minimal details about the plot itself. All I know is this book was very overhyped. I don’t really know what I expected this book to be but whatever it was, it was not that. I enjoyed the mystery aspect of the book, but there was so much unnecessary detail. I kid you not, there was a point where it goes on for like 10 pages where the main character (I honestly can’t remember his name) is just waking up and pouring coffee in the morning and looking around the cabin. This book is very graphic at times so if you don’t like reading intense rape scenes (but really, who does?) this book is not for you. It took me forever to get into the book in the first place and keeping track of all the names proved quite the challenge as well. It wasn’t until about 2/3 in that I really couldn’t put the book down because I needed to know how it ended and what happened to Harriet. I know there are other books in this series but there is nothing that compels me to read any of them.
My Goodreads Rating – 3 stars
14 – Just One Year – Gayle Forman
The less exciting sequel to Just One Day. Maybe I hate sequels that are just the first book from the perspective of the other character. Maybe I hate male main characters. Both could be true. But I definitely skipped large parts of this book because it got pretty boring. Yes, we get that Willem is charming and girls everywhere adore him and his family life is sad but I felt like it was 300+ pages worth of text telling me just that. It answered some questions left unanswered in the first book, so if you are dying to find these answers out, pick this book up now. If you would like to continue living in a world where you thought the first book was wonderful and don’t want that memory tainted by a subpar sequel, pretend you didn’t even know there was a sequel.
My rating on Goodreads – 3 stars
13 – Live Original: How the Duck Commander Teen Keeps It Real and Stays True to Her Values – Sadie Robertson
I really like Sadie Robertson and what she stands for. Her line of Sherri Hill “daddy approved” modest prom dresses is awesome and she is a very good role model for young girls. But should she have written a book? Probably not. She tried to give a lot of advice – which was good advice – but wasn’t anything groundbreaking and at times felt a little intolerant. For example, a girl she knew was swearing a lot in front of her and her response was telling the girl she couldn’t be around her if she kept doing that. I understand surrounding yourself with good influences and standing up for what you believe in, but I felt like she could have responded differently in that situation. I love how open she is about her faith and her eagerness to share what she believes, but her writing was not very impressive. Granted, this book was probably targeted at a younger audience (think early high school) so that could be another reason why I didn’t get a lot out of it. I am interested to see what things Sadie will do in the future, but I don’t think writing will be one of them.
My Goodreads Rating – 3 stars
12 – Follow Me: A Call to Die. A Call to Live – David Platt
I had pretty high expectations from this book, but overall I wasn’t overly impressed. The overall message was good – Jesus calls us to follow Him no matter the cost and spread the Gospel – and that gets an “Amen!” from me.. But this book is essentially that message reiterated over the course of nearly 250 pages. There was nothing in this book that I hadn’t already known I should be doing – reaching out to more people, spreading the Gospel in unreached places, being obedient to God, and really learning to sacrifice. I guess I expected something mind blowing or something I hadn’t thought of, or maybe a new approach to executing all these ideas. This wasn’t a bad book, but was just very similar to many I have already read.
My Rating on Goodreads – 4 stars
11 – Allegiant – Veronica Roth
I read the first two books in the Divergent series last summer and after I barely made it through Insurgent, I wasn’t eager to pick up Allegiant. I had also heard the series didn’t end well which didn’t really entice me to hurry up and check out the last one. Against my better judgment, I finished the series and thankfully liked it better than Insurgent. I understand why the series is popular but there is something about it that I just don’t find all that interesting. Part of it is that I don’t like the main character, Tris. I find her to be kind of whiny and wishy-washy – one moment I’m cheering her on, the next she has lost all the strength and character development she has managed to achieve throughout the series. I didn’t hate the ending, didn’t love it either. The last book definitely answered questions I had had and tied up loose ends nicely. What really didn’t sit well with me was the last chapter. I wish it was cut out completely. It was a nice series to keep me busy but not one I would probably be dying to reread. Basically, if you’ve managed to get through the first two, you might as well finish the series.
My Rating on Goodreads – 4 stars
10 – Never Have I Ever: my life (so far) without a date – Katie Heaney
This book’s title is very misleading. For one, Katie Heaney has most definitely been on a date, or something resembling one. She even (kind of) had a boyfriend. By no means is Katie lacking in relationship experience with males – granted most of them don’t work out or become official but the experience is still there. Anyway, there were parts of this book that were hilarious and awkward and wonderful. And then there were parts where you felt like she was oversharing or just making overall poor choices and you had to read a whole chapter or two where you just wanted to grab her by the shoulders and shake her. It was a quick read and I definitely laughed out loud a few times, so to me, that says a lot. Also the cover is extremely cute, which shouldn’t matter, but it kind of does.
My rating on Goodreads – 4 stars
9 – Lauren Conrad Style – Lauren Conrad
This was my “for funsies” read – I knew it would be a quick read with not a lot of substance but it was a fairly enjoyable read. I love Lauren Conrad’s style – she always looks so classy and put together. The book had some good tips and is something I wouldn’t mind owning when I’m struggling to put together an outfit, but there was nothing I read that blew my mind. The book was very pretty to look at and concise and to the point, it took me about an hour to read.
My Rating on Goodreads – 4 stars
8 – The 5 Love Language – Gary Chapman
This book was interesting. I really like learning about personality, relationships, and psychology and this book was kind of all of that in one. Almost a “How to Have Positive Relationships with People” manual. It made me think about how certain actions or words may be more meaningful to one person than another. I think it’s a book everyone should at least read once, but there were parts that were a little slow and some of the “real life” stories were a little cheesy and didn’t necessarily seem believable. I don’t think this is necessarily a miracle for all your relationships like it makes it out to be, but it’s definitely something worth applying to your life.
My Rating on Goodreads – 4 stars
7 – Just One Day – Gayle Forman
This book made me want to get on a plane and jet off and find love and eat crepes in Paris and read Shakespeare. The writing itself wasn’t amazing but I really enjoyed the storyline. The only part that seemed to drag was the middle – I didn’t really care for the parts where she was just pouting in her dorm room trying to figure out who mystery man was and where he went the morning she left. I loved If I Stay and Where She Went, so Gayle Forman really knows how to tell a good story. If you like cheesy romance targeted at teenage girls, this is for you. If not, skip it.
My rating on Goodreads – 4 stars
6 – Not That Kind of Girl: A Young Woman Tells You What She’s “Learned” – Lena Dunham
I love memoirs so even though I knew next to nothing about Lena Dunahm, it looked like something I would like. Lena is very witty and a lot of her college shenanigans were… interesting. She jokes about often getting in questionable situations but it often seemed like she very purposefully placed herself there. She dated a lot of duds (haven’t we all?) and I love her sense of humor. She’s not all laughs though, my favorite chapter had to be “Barry” – read it and you’ll know what I’m talking about. I appreciated her complete honesty and was often surprised at how much information she often divulged about her personal life (often TMI). It’s a quick read and I don’t really feel like I learned a lot from her or feel changed as a person or even really inspired but it made me laugh and was entertaining and kind of made me want to work in a boring children’s boutique.
My Rating on Goodreads – 4 stars
5 – Yes Please – Amy Poehler
Amy Poehler is not only an amazing comedian and one of my favorite TV actresses, but she is truly a good person. He book was not as funny as I would have expected, but it was actually very refreshing. She was very real in what she shared with her readers – dealing with self-image, struggling to be a mom while working, and being very sad about her divorce with her ex-husband Will Arnett. I love her writing style and the way she cares for her friends. She and Tiny Fey are truly great role models for girls – they promote strength, success, and self-love. This book ranks in my top favorite memoirs and I will probably buy it and reread it again in a few years.
My rating on Goodreads – 4 stars
4 – Paper Towns – John Green
John Green does not disappoint. The dialogue was smart and the dynamic between all the characters worked well. What I did not enjoy was how similar this book was, particularly the characters in this book, were to the characters in Looking for Alaska. Cue awkward, shy boy who has an obessive crush on a stunning, free-spirited girl. But I did not find Quenten as likeable as I found Pudge in Looking for Alaska. Quenten spent half his time talking or thinking about Margo or reading that book of poetry over and over again, which he essentially did to find Margo. Margo isn’t even that great! Which I realize is kind of the point of the book, but if I were friends with him I would have given him a good whack on the head and told him to move on. Aside from that, this book was the perfect blend of mischief and love and black Santas and peeing in bottles on a roadtrip. Please read this book before the movie comes out. Also, I never wish to read the word “honeybunny” again. No one use that word to describe girls, ever. Please.
My rating on Goodreads – 4 stars
3 – Saint Anything – Sarah Dessen
Sarah Dessen never disappoints. I’m a sucker for her books even though they are often cheesy and predictable. They’re comforting to me. Saint Anything was no different. This one was not as heavy as some of her others that deal with abuse, addiction, or abandonment. Sydney isn’t a super memorable character and honestly I had to look up her name to write this, but I liked her. In Sarah Dessen land everything seems so much more fun and in this one, delivering pizzas seemed like the most fun you could ever have. This book also made me really hungry because half the time they are eating pizza or french fries or talking about eating pizza or french fries. It’s great. Only I didn’t have pizza or french fries. But I really enjoyed this book and it’s the kind of book where you feel happy and the end and just sigh and wish it was your life. And then you pick up the next book in your stack of books to read and hope it will be as good as that one.
My rating on Goodreads – 5 stars
2 – Tiny Beautiful Things: Advice on Love and Life from Dear Sugar – Cheryl Strayed
This book is another one of my new favorites and I can’t wait to reread it. You may know Cheryl Strayed from her book “Wild” turned into a film this past year (this book is on my “to-read” list). This novel is a compilation of Cheryl’s work as an advice columnist. She writes “Dear Sugar” for The Rumpust, an online work. You learn a lot about Cheryl through her responses and she conveys her feelings beautifully – I cried multiple times during this book. Sugar is the friend everyone wishes they had, and needs. She’s the kind of friend who will tell you to dump the guy you think you’re in love with because he’s a loser and it’s not going anywhere, but will still sit with you when you cry because you know it’s true and acknowledge the fact that it sucks even if it’s the right decision. Here’s a small excerpt from my favorite chapter: “Most things will be okay eventually, but not everything will be. Sometimes you’ll put up a good fight and lose. Sometimes you’ll hold on really hard and realize there is no choice but to let go. Acceptance is a small, quiet room.” Seriously, just read this book. Trust me.
My Rating on Goodreads – 5 stars
1 – Fangirl – Rainbow Rowell
I. Love. This. Book. Seriously this is one of my new all-time favorites. I wish I had read it before my freshman year of college because Rainbow Rowell hit the real college experience right on the nail. It’s not always glamorous and sometimes you’re really scared to try the cafeteria food and sometimes nice boys actually turn out to be the worst and sometimes you get lonely and it takes a while to find your “people.” I related so much to Cath – she was a writer, a little afraid to grow up, and wasn’t your “typical” college student. She cared for others so deeply. And this: “I don’t think I’m any good at this. Boy-girl. Person-person. I don’t trust anybody. Not anybody. And the more I care about someone, the more sure I am they’re going to get tired of me and take off.” Me. Me. Me. Me. But aside from my complete adoration for Cath, I loved the unpredictability of the story. I always thought I knew where the story was going only to be pleasantly surprised when it took a different direction. This book pulled at my heartstrings and made me cry and hope for true love and laugh and everything you could want in a book. The only downfall of this book was the small bits of fan-fiction Cath wrote that was included in the book, which is actually going to be it’s own book, Carry On, this Fall (I think). I am not a big fan fiction person and this particular fan fiction is very close to being Harry Potter only it makes me feel uncomfortable and I don’t care about the characters at all. So really, just skip all the fan fic parts and enjoy the rest of the book because you will not be disappointed.
My Rating on Goodreads – 5 stars
There you have it folks, 3500 words later. You probably deserve an award for making it this far. Also, I promise I will be writing more often, I just needed the month hiatus to just hang out and work and establish a routine.
Until next time,
Kelly